So what is a bloody blip anyway? When this word was first said to me after being seduced back to Anorexic or Bulimic behaviour following a long spell of being on a recovery roll… I used to feel like ‘blip’ was me making an error. And having to reboot the system, beginning after all that … Continue reading Blipping and Bricking It…
Captain-Hooked on Sweeteners…
"They’re little pellets of angelic sweetness in comparison to a spoon of scary number-swimming sugar granules”; that’s the eating disorder thought from 10 years ago, shimmying out of the cobwebs in my mind, when rational thought gets hijacked. Sweeteners, for me as an Anorexic, were like winning the lottery… taste the pleasure of a sweetened … Continue reading Captain-Hooked on Sweeteners…
5 Christmas Recovery Wins!
To the tune of ’12 days of Christmas’ “Fiiiiiive Christmas Wins”… gold rings who? Welcome to the other side of the festive period. We all made it through the jungle of stress and list-making! Hopefully you enjoyed yourself in the process. I’m happy to say, I felt the most eating-disordered free this 25th of December, … Continue reading 5 Christmas Recovery Wins!
Hear Me Out…
Isn’t life funny. Peculiar. Strange and fascinating all at once. First of all – I’ve missed writing back in this space. Almost been a whole month! For those of you coming back to read, thank you for checking in with me. I say this with disbelief, but I’ve also gone nearly this whole month (28 … Continue reading Hear Me Out…
Back to the Nest…
I remember when the property agent handed over my keys and left me on my own, for the first time in my new flat. Excitement of adulthood hit, mixed in with a dollop of terror and doubt as to whether I though I could hack all of the responsibility. I wondered what I’d done to … Continue reading Back to the Nest…